HAHAHA :DD

hari ni, ak supper dupper happy.. why? because ada program selangkah ke uitm kat uitm machang, for your information, uitm machang ni macam jiran aku gak la.. jalan 5 langkah je kot untuk sampai.. pagi-pagi lagi aku dah bangun, excited nak pergi uitm.. HAHAHA... i wanna meet my girlfriendssss la.. dalam pukul 10, headgirl call cakap dah sampai, so, aku berhajat nak teman dia dulu la.. pergi tunggu headgirl.. sekali, terjumpa awa sekali.. bahagianya jumpa budak zs.. actually aku x baik pun dengan awa tapi after the english camp, kami jadi kawan~ hahaha.. sebelum ni, just knal muka kot.. cakap bila perlu je, facebook pon x add..

lepas tu, jumpa mirashi, am, hani, mc pa, titien, amy, ameylia and ramai2 lagi.. memang happy la jumpa kawan-kawan.. saya sangat gembira :DD mereka lepak dekat kedai saya after that.. sorry girls, x mampu nak belanja makan semua, ramai sangat,. belanja air je la yer? haha..

tadi, dekat uitm, aku ngan am masuk ke sesi kaunseling, tetiba aku rasa macam malas la lak buat pharmacy -,- nak ambik sains aktuari la.. money money money .. hahaha.. dasar mata duitan, kan? hey, without money? xleh hidup atas dunia ni tau :p apa-apa pun, lets do istikarah.. ask from allah, HE know what the best for me and us :)

1 more thing, i met an annoying guy today, malas nak cerita pasal dia... menyampah betul~ huh!!

love it

favourite quote

EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON.

:)

TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS :)

i've been working hard so long

seem like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart;s been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again
just like all the seasons
never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change
i will break these chains that bind me
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me
TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS
a whole new world is waiting
its mine for the taking
i know i can make it
today my life begins
yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win
just like all the seasons
never stay the same
all around me i can fell a change will break these chains that bind me
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me
TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS
a whole new world is waiting
its mine for the taking
i know i can make it
today my life begins
life;s too short to have regrets
so i'm learning to now to leave it in the past
and try to forget
we only have..
one life to live
so you better make the best of it..

thanks bruno mars.. great song.. love it! YES, today my life begins, and i'll leave all the past behind me.. actually, i'm kind of frustrated about my results.. i don't get straight A's.. i know my parents would be frustrated too.. but, ontoke? what to do kan? redha jah la..

so, lets story-morry pasal semalam, sampai je sekolah, am caka ada budak-budak cakap 23 org straight A's and i was like OMG, 23 orang je? am i included? takut.. diorang semua cakap i will included, i was hoping i will be included too.. tapi, seriously, aku x ada that confident.. jumpa kawan, ambik gambar..

husna datang.. cakap-cakap.. and pergi pejabat ngan husna, jumpa mantan PK KO, she asked our name, and cikgu buat muka sedikit, dalam hati, berdebar-debar, macam ak x dapat je.. asked teacher koid about my results, teacher macam serba salah.. makin berdebar-debar.. tanye teacher nani, sama.. cikgu sejarah lak, cakap x ingat tengok results saya.. nak nangis!!!

pukul 12.. results diannouncekan.. sedih, sebak, takut, macam-macam.. dup dap dup dap.. please ALLAH, i want straight A's.. tapi, nama ak dipanggil, and i just got 8A.. rasa macam nak nangis.. tapi, air mata x nak keluar.. naik stage, ambik bunga, lupa cium pipi bonda, terlalu sedih.. turun je stage, cikgu norida peluk, ucap congrats, and i was like.. cikguuuuu~ saya x daat straight A's, menangis sampai x boleh cakap-cakap.. adik come and calm me, she asked me what subject that i got B? sambil nangis jawab, physic... semua orang kat laman info kot tengok aku nangis.. semua budak-budak kat situ tengok, masa tu, dah x tahu malu-malu.. cried and criend.. lpas tu, smabung ambik gambar kawan-kawan dapat straight A's.. tried to smile.. proud of you girls.. korang hebat sangat.. i can calm myself a little bit now.. :) anyway, thanks to allah, u know what the best for me, right?

received a lot of sms, all of them congratulate me.. lagi la menambahkan sedih, dpat ucapan tahniah even x dapat straight A.. sorry semua, sorry asrama.. x dapat banggakan asrama.. x de pon budak asrama dapat straight A.. maaf ~ maaf ~ maaf ~

rupa-rupanya ramai gila orang yang x dapat straight A's dapat B physic..kenapa yer? jom semak semula.. HAHAHAHA

gementar .

tomorrow is 23rd march? so, what? it just a date, right? NO NO NO.. its actually an important date for 2010 SPM candidates... we will know our SPM results.. i want straight A's.. all A's.. i dont want any B, C, D, please, please, please?? -,- HAHAHA, funny la kau ana, kau jawab SPM hari tu macam mana erk? did you deserve to get all A's?

semalam, semalam punye semalam, semua orang sibuk lettak status pasal date 23rd march.. tapi, ak masih boleh je meng'cool'kan diri, but, today, i am the same with them.. dah x boleh nak cool-cool ni.. nervous semacam jer.. tambah-tambah plak, semua orang macam berharap aku dapat straight A's.. what if aku x dapat? malunye.. tapi, aku x nak result lain, aku just nak straight A's.. tamak kan aku? it is my dream.. and i hope i can achieve that dream.. :) everyone, do pray dor me ya~

i dont know what to write anymore.. bye to all.. i'll update about my results if i got straight A's.. if not, please, dont ask me anything about the result.. sekian sahaja.. daaa ~