TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS :)

i've been working hard so long

seem like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart;s been done so wrong
i wondered if i'd ever heal again
just like all the seasons
never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change
i will break these chains that bind me
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me
TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS
a whole new world is waiting
its mine for the taking
i know i can make it
today my life begins
yesterday has come and gone
and i've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win
just like all the seasons
never stay the same
all around me i can fell a change will break these chains that bind me
happiness will find me
leave the past behind me
TODAY MY LIFE BEGINS
a whole new world is waiting
its mine for the taking
i know i can make it
today my life begins
life;s too short to have regrets
so i'm learning to now to leave it in the past
and try to forget
we only have..
one life to live
so you better make the best of it..

thanks bruno mars.. great song.. love it! YES, today my life begins, and i'll leave all the past behind me.. actually, i'm kind of frustrated about my results.. i don't get straight A's.. i know my parents would be frustrated too.. but, ontoke? what to do kan? redha jah la..

so, lets story-morry pasal semalam, sampai je sekolah, am caka ada budak-budak cakap 23 org straight A's and i was like OMG, 23 orang je? am i included? takut.. diorang semua cakap i will included, i was hoping i will be included too.. tapi, seriously, aku x ada that confident.. jumpa kawan, ambik gambar..

husna datang.. cakap-cakap.. and pergi pejabat ngan husna, jumpa mantan PK KO, she asked our name, and cikgu buat muka sedikit, dalam hati, berdebar-debar, macam ak x dapat je.. asked teacher koid about my results, teacher macam serba salah.. makin berdebar-debar.. tanye teacher nani, sama.. cikgu sejarah lak, cakap x ingat tengok results saya.. nak nangis!!!

pukul 12.. results diannouncekan.. sedih, sebak, takut, macam-macam.. dup dap dup dap.. please ALLAH, i want straight A's.. tapi, nama ak dipanggil, and i just got 8A.. rasa macam nak nangis.. tapi, air mata x nak keluar.. naik stage, ambik bunga, lupa cium pipi bonda, terlalu sedih.. turun je stage, cikgu norida peluk, ucap congrats, and i was like.. cikguuuuu~ saya x daat straight A's, menangis sampai x boleh cakap-cakap.. adik come and calm me, she asked me what subject that i got B? sambil nangis jawab, physic... semua orang kat laman info kot tengok aku nangis.. semua budak-budak kat situ tengok, masa tu, dah x tahu malu-malu.. cried and criend.. lpas tu, smabung ambik gambar kawan-kawan dapat straight A's.. tried to smile.. proud of you girls.. korang hebat sangat.. i can calm myself a little bit now.. :) anyway, thanks to allah, u know what the best for me, right?

received a lot of sms, all of them congratulate me.. lagi la menambahkan sedih, dpat ucapan tahniah even x dapat straight A.. sorry semua, sorry asrama.. x dapat banggakan asrama.. x de pon budak asrama dapat straight A.. maaf ~ maaf ~ maaf ~

rupa-rupanya ramai gila orang yang x dapat straight A's dapat B physic..kenapa yer? jom semak semula.. HAHAHAHA